So I'm sick to my stomach with it all and as I watched the news this morning I saw a woman had lost her life, the full details of why are yet to come out but they are set against this ugly political backdrop and 'feel' related.
This morning I'm worried because I see politicians blame the woes of the white majority on a vulnerable minority, the outsiders, those that are not like 'us'. I'm worried because I know my history and I know when that problem is 'fixed' the so called politicians will move onto the next minority a group that can't defend themselves. I'm worried for my mixed heritage daughters, my beautiful girls that have travelled a rocky road through the care system to my home and are clearly 'different'. How long before they get to my beautiful girls, the ex looked after black girls? How long before they are the drain on society the scum or the swarm taking services from 'hard working British families'. How long before they're the problem.
Perhaps I'm overreacting and six months ago I'd have though it impossible that I'd countenance the idea that my children were at risk but this morning watching the news I really thought that it was possible that maybe we are as a nation and individuals believing this vile, de humanising shit that is being peddled and spoon fed to us all.
All politicians talk of making Britain great again, frankly today I could care less.